HAAI everyone!

So how was your valentine's day? i hope everyone had a very good time

So i was so silent recently, I was only able to talk with my dA notes and just talking to my suggesters

but thanks for all the suggestions! I am really really thankful for you all for helping me fill up my schedule for the first half of the month

Now I need more help for the second month of the month which starts now, so keep your DD Suggestions coming

I dont mind receiving tons of suggestions from you! I love to see my notes filled with love

So I spent most of my time yesterday for work and i had a dinner with my parents, brother and nephew in a restaurant here in our place. but during the night, that was when i felt alone. really alone.
Im not really sure, but i'd like to talk about this one person that I really like, the person who helped me in achieving all the things that I am enjoying in my career now, the things that made me go abroad, etc! Well, the person did not really gave the "physical" help but rather the inspiration that I need. Ever since my beloved entered the university, i was ecstatic! I found the shy type but i find it really cute. So i secretly admire and love this person ever since then, and making the one as my inspiration because i have this idea that i might get noticed. I tried my very best, really really tried my best to achieve lots of things just to get noticed. (Who the hell will notice me anyway? im not the goodlooking, popular and the one with the chocolate abs in school). I know, it was rather a silly idea, but im so thankful that having this special person as my inspiration boosted my confidence a lot and until now, i always see my beloved as the one who inspires me a lot. 3 years of inspiration --- such a fantastic feeling. so yeah. there.
And thanks for the valentine notes my friends!
Anyway, cheers for love!
Jude

Thank you my dear
After all, there's power in positivity!